reason's why I'm crazed
in no particular order:
- My house is a mess...a HUGE mess. And I hate messes. I can feel the germs.
- Planning Amara's birthday party. NO ONE is RSVP'ing no! 16 kids at my house?!
- NBA Playoffs (I think my heart has stopped at least once in each of the last 5 Eastern Conference playoff games. What's up with these close games?! And why do they have to run past 11 p.m.? How am I supposed to get any sleep?)
today's good: I have a cute new dress! Wore it today and meant to take a picture of it to show all of you but again, I'm crazed.
today's bad: I'm starting to feel like a conspiracy theorist. Ever feel like everyone is plotting against you? Again, I'm crazed. I can't say it enough. I tell all of my friends not to take it personally. I'm just trying to get my bearings straight. So excuse me when I get a bit ticked off when someone gets all uffity and puffity because I'm not calling. I'M BUSY! Yes, it's out of character for me to be this busy at work. But I've been handed a fantastic opportunity. And I lose sleep over it. Why can't people understand that? It's not some grudge or vendetta or anything personal. I hardly see my daughter. So when I ahve a free moment, I try to spend it with Amara. Seriously, get over yourself.